Sunday, September 18, 2011

Will the Drama Ever Cease?

I have a very disrespectful teenager. The Son feels as if he knows everything and that he runs this house. The things he tries to get away with appalls me. He wants to have his friends in and out. Girls over, in his room, knowing I'm coming home and I'm supposed to be okay with everything. The latest issue is this new kid he is hanging out with. A few years back, he didn't even like him. Now all of a sudden they are inseparable. All the other kids he used to run with have stopped coming around. He and this other boy spend all their time trying to cut school, get high and get laid. It's disgusting. I have told him I do not like this kid and I don't want him here. I don't think that is going to solve the issues I'm having. I'm tired of being treated as if I mean nothing. His dad gets mad, tells the Son off and then I am left with the aftermath. I'm about ready to kick him out. I'm so tired of it all. If CC said to me half the things the Son has said and in earshot of the Son, the son would have gone off. So why he feels its okay for him to do it I have no idea.

Just frustrated and venting. I have about 348 more days to go.

God Gave Me You

I’ve been a walking heartache
I’ve made a mess of me
The person that I’ve been lately
Ain’t who I wanna be

But you stay here right beside me
And watch as the storm blows through
And I need you

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you Gave me you

There’s more here than what we’re seeing
A divine conspiracy
That you, an angel lovely
Could somehow fall for me
You’ll always be love’s great martyr
And I’ll be the flattered fool
And I need you

God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you

On my own I’m only
Half of what I could be
I can’t do without you
We are stitched together
And what love has tethered
I pray we never undo

Cause God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
God gave me you for the ups and downs
God gave me you for the days of doubt
And for when I think I lost my way
There are no words here left to say, it’s true
God gave me you, gave me you.
He gave me you.