Thursday, August 12, 2010
Getting What I Want....
I'm getting what I want. CC is moving to be with me in 9 days. I'm scared to death. Not of how I will feel and react but how CC feels. He is leaving his world for me. His job, home, friends, sports. What if he is unhappy here? I don't want him to be miserable. It makes me a bit sick to my stomach to think of him unhappy. I want this more than anything but not at the cost of his happiness. And so I worry...
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He's made an informed decision. He's visited you there, he ensured his finances, and he knows what he's (eagerly) leaving behind. I think he'd relocate with you anywhere, so don't worry. (And may I suggest, San Francisco? hee hee)
ReplyDeleteMy brain knows these things but I love him so much that the thought of causing him unhappiness still wears on my mind. I want to make him as happy as he makes me. Somehow I think he isn't.
ReplyDeleteP.S. Sometimes it's easier to face the evil you know than to jump into what can make you potentially happier than you've ever been. The flip side cam also potentially be worse
ReplyDeleteAgreed. This is why the phrase "baby steps" was invented. :) Besides, given how strong your relationship is, I'd say most errors are reversable, so have your brain tell your heart to not be too intimidated.
ReplyDeleteRebecca (if you follow my blog you'll know who she is) just posted this. It's like it's a message to you or something. =)
ReplyDelete“Change is the essence of life. Be willing to surrender what you are for what you could become.” Unknown Author
Oooooooh!
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